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Lessons From Scorpio Season

November 21, 2022

This Scorpio season has kind of felt like walking through our own personal haunted house: surrounded by relics of days gone past, the ghosts of our former selves conjure up phantasmic visions, weaving together lie upon lie, until we are caught in a web of harrowing distortion regarding who we really are, what has happened, and where our lives are potentially headed. Often times, we enter this house completely willingly without realizing it—despite the discomfort and anxiety of reliving our worst fears, our minds CHOOSE them because they are familiar. Predictable. And, in that sense, safe. It's in these moments when we feel the ground begin to shake that we actually hold on to our fears for comfort, because, well ... been there, done that, right? It's a habit that ultimately boils down to a belief that power (or, in this case, empowerment) equals control. However, trying to control things—our environment, ourselves, potential outcomes—in order to remain in our power, is hone...

The Cruel in Cruella

July 20, 2021

I got to go to the movies again recently (one of my favourite past-times in the whole world!!) and was struck by so many things—the fabulous acting, the out-of-this-world wardrobe design and styling, the crisp and dynamic cinematography/narrative flow, the absolutely killer soundtrack ... but more so than anything, I was deeply moved by the mere *presence* of it all. The energy embodied by the characters, and consequently evoked within me, throughout this creative masterpiece were, simply put, nothing short of awe-inspiring (and I'm talking Old Testament/wrath-of-God kind of awe here, folks). But what is this film actually about? We're almost all familiar with the original 1961 Disney classic "101 Dalmatians" (and, perhaps to a lesser extent, its live-action adaptation from 1996), but this newly vamped-up version seriously takes the meaning of "De Vil" to a whole new level. This version is dark, it's intense, and for the first time since Disney took it ...

What Does It Really Meme?

July 20, 2021

The world is full of archetypes (of which the zodiac is only a handful), but these quickly turn to stereotypes if we aren't educated about them and keep ourselves in check (i.e. remember that they are simply parts of a whole and never stand on their own). So, let's take a look at the theory behind this classic astrology meme, today, shall we...?! ♈️ 𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗦: "Am anger"—ruled by Mars, planet of conflict/aggression/willpower/sex/anger/motivation/... (you get the picture), and a cardinal fire sign, which means fast-paced initiation (i.e. impulsive reactivity, lol). Check. ♉️ 𝗧𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗨𝗦: "Am rite U wrong"—a fixed earth sign, the most stable/immovable energy in the zodiac...so, an unshakeable opinion is ONE way for this to manifest. Check. ♊️ 𝗚𝗘𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗜: "Am never shut up"—ruled by Mercury, planet of communication, and an air sign, which is social...Gemini is therefore highly stimulated by conversation. Check. ♋️ 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗥: "Am crie...

When a New Dawn Breaks

April 17, 2021

Two years ago today, I was sitting on a bus from Vienna to Berlin with the overwhelming sensation that the broken heart I was carrying would never heal. I had just ended a very complicated and painful relationship with someone who meant a great deal to me— again. Only, this time, it really felt like I was so completely drained, so traumatized by everything I had just gone through, that I could hardly fathom letting anyone close to me ever again. I was so full of rage and fear and despair, that I ironically felt almost nothing except the iron cage I was erecting to try and protect myself. The smallest touch was a potential threat, the slightest interest from anyone a blanket of obligation and guilt about to suffocate me into submission. I had no clue how to relate to anyone anymore or if I even wanted to. On top of all that, I had been struggling with unemployment for years, my physical health, depression, and an intense feeling of ostracization from society. It felt like my goals...

A Man's World

March 08, 2021

The foundation of esoteric theory is the polarity of the masculine and feminine principle. Both are equal—equally valuable, equally powerful, equally necessary. Two sides of the same coin, the paradox of opposites inherent in Singularity ... And yet, today I want to predominantly express a feminine perspective. This perspective is not limited to biological females, in my opinion, as we all have the essence of both within us and can relate to each in various ways; however, I do think it is one that has been accentuated, at least for me, due to simply being and living as a woman. And that perspective is tired. Tired of rushing, tired of pushing, tired of producing, tired of competing, tired of analyzing and having to have proof and good reason for every little thing that I say and do in my life. I don't want to have to justify the way that I feel, what I believe to be true, the things I imagine and how I allow myself to dream. I want to be accepted and good enough as I am in this mom...

Choosing Love Over Fear

November 03, 2020

Image by silviarita from Pixabay It's hard to know what to say in times like this. My whole life, I've had the privilege of living in a peaceful country where I was generally unafraid—occurrences such as shootings or terrorist attacks simply weren't a part of our lives in an immediate way, existing only on the periphery of awareness and many miles away. Now, they are on our doorstep. Now, the need for vigilance is beginning to creep into our lives too. What I'd like to stress right now is that it is so tempting for this vigilance to morph into fear. I'm urging you to not let this happen. It's natural to question our safety and look for protection outside of ourselves when these things happen, but we need to start realizing that we have far more power over our circumstances than we think. Clinging to something (whether it's a person, an institution, escapist tendencies, religion, ...) out of fear just generates more fear (Lessons from Scorpio 101). And, in t...

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